Stepping Into the Light

I am not squeaky clean. These days, hardly anyone over twelve is. About a year ago, after graduation, I came home and I went to a service at COZA (church popularly known in Abuja) and I don’t remember so much the details of the message; what I remember is how it made me feel.

I remember tears rolled down my face as I listened and evaluated my own life. I was basically a step away from depression even though I had just accomplished something major; finishing with college! Yet I felt small, low when I should have been feeling awesome with great prospects for my future.

I made a decision that day to CHANGE. In the past year, I fall but I get back up cause I know better now. My thoughts are more positive and I feel a lightness in my heart that I haven’t felt in years. Being human, I still worry. I still doubt God’s plans for me and stress my hairs out thinking and planning. But when I remember one of my favorite verses “For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, they are plans for good, not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” Jeremiah 29:11, I pop a chill pill.

I’ve basically stepped into the light. Though it gets dim sometimes, I know what light feels like now and I’m never going back to darkness.

Xoxo

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Hello world!; An Introduction

-I’m an insomniac but probably because I’m an Aquarian and we have that problem with over active brains that never wanna shut down.

-I eat a lot lately and I’m in transition to the bit of my life that I’ve waited my whole life for. Guess I’m nervous but hopeful cause I’m choosing to walk with God by my side.

-I have BIG dreams and I’m a lil impatient right now but I still believe my time is ordained by Him so I’m working on patience.

-I’m writing this blog to keep up with all the thoughts in my head, to let anyone out there going through a similar phase know that there is HOPE as I myself find my way but mainly cause writing is release for me.

Enjoy! πŸ™‚

Xoxo